i hate when i forget that i have class and show up super late and gross and i have to talk to people that i actually dont like talking to because some people are really annoying and dont get jokes like when i make a joke generalizing a group and they say wait im not like that and i wanna say no fucking duh thats why its a joke and not a statement of fact jesus christ and then i go to shell and shell has the worst debit card interface ever and then i find out arco across the street was twenty cents per gallon cheaper and i think damn fuck shell but fuck arco too cause fuck bp and that oil spill bullshit and i hate oil companies and wish i had an electric car and then i drive home in a really burn-the-world mood and then even though i have somewhat valid reasons for feeling shitty i kinda hate myself for feeling shitty cause for some reason im really insecure about being angry or something or rather every time i get angry at anything i get angry at myself for being angry which is sort of zen or something because im anti-anger but its not really zen cause it turns into a flaming snowball of burn-the-world which sucks and i wish it didnt suck my day was going pretty alright except like the last two and a half hours and even then it wasnt going particularly badly just basic bullshit bad but now im in a mood and i hate being moody
edit also just to keep this bullshit all in one post and to avoid inconveniencing you the reader i want to point out that i absolutely hate car people particularly car elitists which is funny cause as a guitar and pedal person i guess im super elitist too but its not quite the same and id like to explain why its not but that would require punctuation probably
